"Here Are The Young Men, The Weight On Their Shoulders": Dear Heart........I Miss You!

Monday, December 18, 2006

Dear Heart........I Miss You!

Atlanta 2004

Born blind, they find,
Cold steel, soon feel...
But Virus! wait!
They don't Love you like I Love you!
Innocence, no more,
Pain starts, for sure...
But Virus! wait!
They don't Love you like I Love you!
In it goes, so kind,
Rape & pillage blood, I find...
But Virus! wait!
They don't Love you like I Love you!
Not living, that's fine,
Dying? Just killing time...
But Virus! wait!
They don't Love you like I Love you!
Hearts beat on,
The Sun still shone...
But Virus! Wait!
They don't Love you like I Love you!

Jason

P.s. Exactly one month to TX end...

(C) JPT 2006

3 comments:

TeaStarWitch said...: I did not know you were writing poems!!! Beautiful!; Tuesday, December 19, 2006 9:20:00 PM
minerva said...: Hiya Jae,

Brill poem!! :) Very poignant!!

Not long to go now.... ;) Keep on keepin on!!

Love an' Ugs
xxxxx; Wednesday, December 20, 2006 2:50:00 PM
Ample said...: LOVE it!! absolutely BEEEAAUtiful!
and so are you.; Thursday, December 21, 2006 3:52:00 PM

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Thanks for skidding, popping, rolling, dropping, walking, biking, running, hiking, passing, tripping, plunging, skipping, sliding, crawling, weaving, falling by to read my Blog. You can always just look at the pretty pictures if I bore you to death with my mountain biking & kayaking trips, dreams & poems, wafflings of pain in my ankles, pain in my arm, various entries on life living with Haemophilia, blood, HIV & Hep C, how many miles I cycled last week, how long it took me blah blah bloody blah...

As you may have guessed, I have Haemophilia A (a kind of bleeding disorder). It is the worst kind apparently (severe) where I am left with less than 1% of the naturally present clotting factor (Factor VIII) in my blood needed to...er...clot my blood properly;) And as a result of treating the bleeds (by way of injection) that Haemophilia can cause I inadvertently infected myself with Hep C & HIV. I am still waiting to see if I got the mad cows disease too (vCJD) Moooo!.....Now that would explain a few things;)

I am treating my Haemophilia as I have always done (since I was two) and my HIV has been well under control since 1987 thanks to all the tablets that I consume twice a day each and every day. And my Hep C has been treated too (I finished 48wks Interferon/Ribavirin back in Feb 2007). I had my six month post treatment 'SVR' blood test taken on July 4th 2007 and on Thursday July 19th 2007 found out that my Hep C has gone & done a runner. And six months later again (Jan 2008), it is still undetectable! Basically, I'm cured of that one:) He's up in Hep C heaven apparently involved in some kind of viral orgy! Let him get on with it I say...& maybe one day my HIV will end up there with him and leave me with just the one "H" in my life (Haemophilia). Otherwise, I just try and get on with life......mostly keeping fit & healthy, annoying people, managing the constant pain in my joints & picking my nose;)

So enjoy the ride along with me & don't forget your puncture repair kit & perhaps a loaded gun so you can (if you want to) blow your brains out from your skull if it all becomes too boring for you;)

Jason (The Mighty C)

"Here Are The Young Men, The Weight On Their Shoulders"

Monday, December 18, 2006

Dear Heart........I Miss You!

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